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Fifteen 05.02.1995
Hougang Sec, 3e4'10
hsrcy♥
She is dreamy, talkactive & has a sweet tooth!
the only way to stop me from talking i guess is give me a lollipop to put in my mouth!
She adores everything about japan!
Even if she's not doing anything, staring into space,
she could still come up with life theories!
The most typical thing she does is that she collects almost everything,
& almost likes everything.
Her greatest wish is not to regret anything!
She loves reading , writing ? although her english aint a good one .
She gives her everything in return to be free of everything else.
READ more NOVELS!
POLISH UP on MATHS, this is so desperate.
POLISH UP on English, let me get an A1.
Get my wardrobe full to the fullest :D
Get my hands on EVERY Pocky Flavor there is :D
have a family beach outing +PomPom.
Get an MSG of lesser than 2.86
Have a mountain of Pocky & Pepero!
2010 Scheduler :D
Watch NEW MOON
To satisfy my SWEET TOOTH!
Finish all Jodi Picoult books!
'Go Japan <33
'go taiwan
Must maintain being in the top 25%!
The so Faraway Day where i will definitely get my own rainbow :D
& a Day That i wont regret all the choices & decisions i have made.
& a day i shall get both A1s for English & Chinese on my result slip.
& for my little wish to become reality. its a secret :D
& Global warming to stop so the traces of our existance will not be erased.
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I AM TIRED
Thursday, May 29, 2008 1:26 PM
its the first week of the holiday n i am getting scolded everyday.
everyday of the same ting. if tis goes on i am having a breakdown very soon. VEY SOON.
is it cos i am not stressed thats y i am smiling everyday, be it in sch or at home? i am troubled, who knows? i jus being positive n not frowning everyday doesn't mean i am not stressed.
n wat i got scolded everyday is the same ting n of the same person.
be it that my cousin is smarter n much hardworking than me, n the results achieved is better than mine. EVERYONE IS UNIQUE. i am tired of comparsions. if everyting mus be compared there will be no peace in the world.
N i am tortured by COMPARSIONS.
who am i to blame? so i have to suffer in silence. so pathetic.
that cousin of mine de father is getting from bad to worse. his words are hurting. the impact of it is that i haved to b tortured by it. n he is so arrogant by his words. n building his happiness on my sufferings. i am not blaming that cousin of mine.
i am so pathetic.
he once said in new year that i seem to have no troubles, smiling freely, but his son is troubled. DO I MUS LOOK TROUBLED everyday? n rite I AM TROUBLED on my face? i jus dun wan to look so troubled. n i only being positive. is that any wrong with it? mus i hear ur words with pricks? i am only being cheerful n positive as things should be. AM I WRONG? if i am ,u are free to command.
because i jus dun wan to let others around me to be worried at why i am frowning or wat, thats y i am smiling everyday, i jus dun really like to rite all my emotions on my face. except for anger.
i dun wan to bottled this up for any longer. i haved bottled it at least for 3 months. so i dun wan it to continue.
i am going to breakdown soon enough. u will see soon. it will make u happy to see if i am troubled rite? u jus loved to play cruel jokes on ppl. those jokes are not nice. n that cousin of mine de mother oso, saying its a relief that she does not have any daughters. this is an insult to all daughters in the world. so insulting. n she is a daughter herself. i hate to see tis. that she is insulting all daughters in the world becos of me.
a blog is wat u rite about ur emotions, its a way of venting ur emotions. n i am tired of bottling it up in myself. i noe it hurts. cos i had been through it too much last year. n i dun wan history to repeat itself.
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